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"A Colt .44 is a Colt .44," he called to the girl as he hurried back into the living room. "It has to do with bore and design, not when it was made,http://www.australiachanelbags.com/. It has to do with --"
She held out her hand. He gave her the document.
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"I think I'd like to go now," the girl said. "I'll see you again some other evening." She set down the document and lighter and moved toward the bedroom, where her clothes were.
"Why?" he shouted in agitation, following after her.
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She dressed, and then, while he got her coat from the closet,Link, she wandered silently about the apartment. She seemed pensive, withdrawn, even a little depressed. The past makes people sad, he realized. Damn it; why did I have to bring it up? But hell, she's so young -- I thought she'd hardly know the name.
At the bookcase she knelt. "Did you read this?" she asked, taking a book out.
2012年12月30日星期日
2012年12月18日星期二
鏃堕棿鏈哄櫒 The Time Machine_157
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He caught up the lamp swiftly, and carried it, flaring red, through the door into the corridor. We followed him. There in the flickering light of the lamp was the machine sure enough, squat, ugly, and askew; a thing of brass, ebony, ivory, and translucent glimmering quartz,cheap foamposites. Solid to the touch--for I put out my hand and felt the rail of it--and with brown spots and smears upon the ivory, and bits of grass and moss upon the lower parts, and one rail bent awry.
The Time Traveller put the lamp down on the bench, and ran his hand along the damaged rail. `It's all right now,' he said. 'The story I told you was true. I'm sorry to have brought you out here in the cold.' He took up the lamp,cheap montblanc pen, and, in an absolute silence, we returned to the smoking-room.
He came into the hall with us and helped the Editor on with his coat. The Medical Man looked into his face and, with a certain hesitation, told him he was suffering from overwork, at which he laughed hugely. I remember him standing in the open doorway, bawling good night.
I shared a cab with the Editor. He thought the tale a `gaudy lie.' For my own part I was unable to come to a conclusion. The story was so fantastic and incredible, the telling so credible and sober. I lay awake most of the night thinking about it. I determined to go next day and see the Time Traveller again. I was told he was in the laboratory, and being on easy terms in the house, I went up to him. The laboratory, however, was empty. I stared for a minute at the Time Machine and put out my hand and touched the lever. At that
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Then she saw the cross and she Jerked her eyes from it with a sudden raffling gasp and her body twisted in the chair.
"Why are you afraid of it?" he asked, startled at the sound of his own voice after so long.
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2012年12月17日星期一
Mom and Dad
Mom and Dad, Brian pointed out, had options. They could move back to West Virginia or Phoenix. Mom could work. And she was not destitute. She had her collection of antique Indian jewelry, which she kept in a self-storage locker. There was the two-carat diamond ring that Brian and I had found under the rotten lumber back in Welch; she wore it even when sleeping on the street,cheap jeremy scott adidas wings. She still owned property in Phoenix. And she had the land in Texas, the source of her oil-lease royalties.
Brian was right. Mom did have options,replica rolex watches. I met her at a coffee shop to discuss them. First off, I suggested that she might think of finding an arrangement like mine: a room in someone's nice apartment in exchange for taking care of children or the elderly.
"I've spent my life taking care of other people," Mom said. "Now it's time to take care of me.""But you're not taking care of you.""Do we have to have this conversation?" Mom asked. "I've seen some good movies lately. Can't we talk about the movies?"I suggested to Mom that she sell her Indian jewelry. She wouldn't consider it. She loved that jewelry. Besides, they were heirlooms and had sentimental value,cheap adidas shoes for sale.
I mentioned the land in Texas.
"That land's been in the family for generations," Mom said, "and it's staying in the family. You never sell land like that."I asked about the property in Phoenix.
"I'm saving that for a rainy day.""Mom, it's pouring.""This is just a drizzle," she said. "Monsoons could be ahead!" She sipped her tea. "Things usually work out in the end.""What if they don't?""That just means you haven't come to the end yet."She looked across the table and smiled at me with the smile you give people when you know you have the answers to all their questions. And so we talked about movies.
MOM AND DAD SURVIVED the winter, but every time I saw them, they looked a little worse for wear: dirtier, more bruised, their hair more matted.
"Don't you fret a bit," Dad said. "Have you ever known your old man to get himself in a situation he couldn't handle?"I kept telling myself Dad was right, that they knew how to look after themselves and each other, but in the spring, Mom called me to say Dad had come down with tuberculosis.
Dad almost never got sick. He was always getting banged up and then recovering almost immediately, as if nothing could truly hurt him. A part of me still believed all those childhood stories he'd told us about how invincible he was. Dad had asked that no one visit him, but Mom said she thought he'd be pretty pleased if I dropped by the hospital.
I waited at the nurse's station while an orderly went to tell him he had a visitor. I thought Dad might be under an oxygen tent or lying in a bed coughing up blood into a white handkerchief, but after a minute, he came hurrying down the hall. He was paler and more gaunt than usual, but despite all his years of hard living, he had aged very little. He still had all his hair, and it was still coal black, and his dark eyes twinkled above the paper surgical mask he was wearing.
He wouldn't let me hug him. "Whoa, Nelly, stay back," he said. "You're sure a sight for sore eyes, honey, but I don't want you catching this sonofabitch of a bug."Dad escorted me back to the TB ward and introduced me to all of his friends. "Believe it or not,foamposite for cheap, ol' Rex Walls did produce something worth bragging about, and here she is," he told them. Then he started coughing.
Brian was right. Mom did have options,replica rolex watches. I met her at a coffee shop to discuss them. First off, I suggested that she might think of finding an arrangement like mine: a room in someone's nice apartment in exchange for taking care of children or the elderly.
"I've spent my life taking care of other people," Mom said. "Now it's time to take care of me.""But you're not taking care of you.""Do we have to have this conversation?" Mom asked. "I've seen some good movies lately. Can't we talk about the movies?"I suggested to Mom that she sell her Indian jewelry. She wouldn't consider it. She loved that jewelry. Besides, they were heirlooms and had sentimental value,cheap adidas shoes for sale.
I mentioned the land in Texas.
"That land's been in the family for generations," Mom said, "and it's staying in the family. You never sell land like that."I asked about the property in Phoenix.
"I'm saving that for a rainy day.""Mom, it's pouring.""This is just a drizzle," she said. "Monsoons could be ahead!" She sipped her tea. "Things usually work out in the end.""What if they don't?""That just means you haven't come to the end yet."She looked across the table and smiled at me with the smile you give people when you know you have the answers to all their questions. And so we talked about movies.
MOM AND DAD SURVIVED the winter, but every time I saw them, they looked a little worse for wear: dirtier, more bruised, their hair more matted.
"Don't you fret a bit," Dad said. "Have you ever known your old man to get himself in a situation he couldn't handle?"I kept telling myself Dad was right, that they knew how to look after themselves and each other, but in the spring, Mom called me to say Dad had come down with tuberculosis.
Dad almost never got sick. He was always getting banged up and then recovering almost immediately, as if nothing could truly hurt him. A part of me still believed all those childhood stories he'd told us about how invincible he was. Dad had asked that no one visit him, but Mom said she thought he'd be pretty pleased if I dropped by the hospital.
I waited at the nurse's station while an orderly went to tell him he had a visitor. I thought Dad might be under an oxygen tent or lying in a bed coughing up blood into a white handkerchief, but after a minute, he came hurrying down the hall. He was paler and more gaunt than usual, but despite all his years of hard living, he had aged very little. He still had all his hair, and it was still coal black, and his dark eyes twinkled above the paper surgical mask he was wearing.
He wouldn't let me hug him. "Whoa, Nelly, stay back," he said. "You're sure a sight for sore eyes, honey, but I don't want you catching this sonofabitch of a bug."Dad escorted me back to the TB ward and introduced me to all of his friends. "Believe it or not,foamposite for cheap, ol' Rex Walls did produce something worth bragging about, and here she is," he told them. Then he started coughing.
他在莫尔斯家见到许多人
他在莫尔斯家见到许多人。露丝的两个表姐妹从圣拉非水来看她,莫尔斯太太便以招待她俩为由执行起用年轻人包围露丝的计划。在马丁无法出面的时候这计划已经开始,现在正进行得热火朝天。她把邀请有作为的男性作为重点。于是除了陶乐赛和佛罗伦斯两姐妹之外,马丁在那里还见到了两位大学教授(一个教拉丁文,一个教英文);一个刚从菲律宾回来的青年军官,以前曾是露丝的同学;一个叫梅尔维尔的人,是旧金山信托公司总裁约塞夫·相金斯的私人秘书。最后,还有一个男性是一个精力旺盛的银行经理,查理·哈外古德,斯坦福大学的毕业生,三十五岁了却还年轻,尼罗俱乐部和团结俱乐部的成员,在竞选时是共和党稳妥的发言人——总之在各个方面都正在扶摇直上。女性之中有一个女肖像画家,一个职业音乐家,还有一个社会学博士,因为她在旧金山贫民窟的社会服务工作而在那一带小有名气。但是女性在莫尔斯太太的计划里并不重要,充其量是些必不可少的附属品。有所作为的男性总是要设法吸引来的。
“你谈话时别激动。”在考验性的介绍开始之前露丝叮嘱马丁。
马丁因为自己的笨拙感到压抑,开始时有些拘谨,尤其害怕自己的肩膀会出毛病,威胁到家具和摆设的安全。这一群人还让他忐忑不安。这样高层的人士他以前从没见过,何况人数又那么多。银行经理哈外古德很引起他的兴趣,他决定有了机会就研究他一下。因为在他的惶惑之下还隐藏着一个自信的自我。他急于用这些纳士淑女对照自己,看他们从书本和生活中学会了一些什么他所不知道的东西。
露丝的眼睛不时地瞄着他,看他应付得如何,见他轻轻松松便跟她的表姐妹认识了,不禁感到又吃惊又高兴。他肯定没有激动,坐下之后也不再担心肩膀闯祸了。露丝知道两个表姐妹都是聪明人——浅薄,但是敏锐。(那天晚上睡觉时两人都称赞马丁,她却几乎不明白她们的意思。)在那一方面,马丁也觉得在这样的环境里开开玩笑、无饬大雅地斗斗嘴其实轻而易举,因为他在自己的阶级里原本是个机智风趣的人,在舞会和星期天的野宴上惯会挖苦说笑,调皮逗乐。而那天晚上成功又还支持着他,拍着他的肩膀告诉他地干得不错。因此他不但能够让自己高兴也能够让别人高兴,毫无窘涩之感。
后来露丝的担心却有了道理。马丁跟考德威尔教授在一个显眼的角落里交谈起来。对露丝那挑剔的眼光说来,虽然马丁没有在空中挥舞手臂,却仍然太容易激动,眼睛太频繁地闪出光芒,谈话也太快太热烈,太容易紧张,也太频繁地容许激动的血液涨红了面颊。他缺乏彬彬有礼的风度和涵养,跟和他谈话的年青英文教授形成了鲜明的对比。
但是马丁对外表却满不在乎2他很快就注意到了对方那训练有素的心智,欣赏起他的渊博。而考德威尔教授却不了解马丁对一般英文教授的看法。因为马丁不明白为什么不应该谈本行,便要求教授谈本行,教授虽然开始时似乎不乐意,后来还是照办了。
“反对谈本行是荒谬而不公平的,”几个礼拜以前马丁曾对露丝说过,“当男男女女欢聚一堂之时,在太阳底下有什么理由不让他们交流自己最好的东西呢?他们最好的东西正是他们最感兴趣的、他们赖以生存的东西,他们日以继夜地专门干着、研究着、甚至连做梦也想着的东西。你想想看,若是让巴特勒先生出于社交礼仪而大谈其保尔·魏尔伦、德国戏剧、或是邓南遮,岂不是要闷死人吗?如果我非要听巴特勒先生谈话不可,我就宁愿听他谈他的法律。那才是他最好的东西。生命太短促,我想听到的是我所遇到的人的精华。”
“可是,”露丝反对道,“大家都感兴趣的话题是有的。”
“那你就错了,”他匆匆说下去,“社会上的每一个人和每一个集团——一或者说,几乎每一个人和每一个集团——都要拿比他们强的人做榜样。那么谁是最好的榜样呢?无所事事的人,有钱的闲人。这些人一般不知道世界上做事的人所知道的东西。听他们谈自己所从事的事业他们感到沉闷。因此他们便宣布这类东西叫做本行,不宜谈论。同样他们还确定什么东西不算本行。可以谈论。于是可以谈论的东西就成了最近演出的歌剧、最新出版的小说、打扑克、打弹子、鸡尾酒、汽车、马展、钓鲜鱼、钓金枪鱼、大野兽狩猎、驾游艇和诸如此类的东西——注意,这些都不过是闲人们熟悉的东西。说穿了,是他们决定了他们自己的本行话题。而最有趣的是:他们把这类意见强加给别人,而许多聪明人和全部可能聪明的人都欣然接受。至于我么,我总是想听见别人的精华,无论你把它叫做失礼的本行话或是别的什么都可以。”
露丝没有明白他的道理,montblanc ballpoint pen,只觉得他对于现存秩序的攻击太意气用事。
这样,马丁以他急切的心情感染了考德威尔教授,逼着他说出了心里话。露丝从他身边走过时正听见马丁在说:——
“这种离经叛道之论你在加州大学肯定是不会发表的吧?”
考德威尔教授耸耸肩。“这是诚实的纳税人应付政客的办法,你知道,萨克拉门托给我们拨款,我们只好向萨克拉门托磕头。我们还得向大学董事会磕头,向党报磕头,向两个党的党报都磕头。”
“对,这很清楚,可你呢?”马丁追问,“你看来是一条离开了水的鱼呢!”
“我看,在大学这个池子里像我这样的鱼并不多。有时我真觉得自己是条离开了水的鱼。我应当到巴黎去,到贫民窟去,rolex submariner replica,到隐士的洞窟里去,或是跟贫苦放荡的流浪艺人在一起。我应当跟他们一起喝红葡萄酒——在旧金山叫做‘南欧红’。我应当在法国拉丁区廉价的饭店里吃饭,对上帝创造的一切发表激烈的言论,nike heels,慷慨激昂。的确,我几乎经常确认自己是个天生的极端分子。可我有许多问题仍旧没有把握。在我面对着自己人性的弱点时,我便怯懦起来。这常常使我对任何问题都难以纵览全局——人的问题,事关重大的,你知道。”
他一边谈着,马丁却意识到自己的唇边出现了《贸易风之歌》——“我最强劲时虽在正午,nike foamposites,可等到夜里月儿透出,我也能吹得帆地鼓鼓。”
他几乎哼出声来,却忽然发现原来教授今他想起了贸易风——东北贸易风。那风稳定、冷静、有力。这位教授心平气和,值得信赖,可仍叫他捉摸不透:说话总有所保留,宛如马丁心中的贸易风:浩荡强劲,却留有余地,决不横流放肆。马丁又浮想联翩了。他的脑子是一个极容易展开的仓库,装满了记忆中的事实和幻象,似乎永远对他整整齐齐排开,让他查阅,在他眼前发生的一切都可以引起对比的或类比的联想,而且往往以幻影的形态出现——它总是随着眼前鲜活的事物飘然而来。例如:露丝的脸上暂时表现嫉妒时,他眼前便出现了久已遗忘的月光下的狂风场景;又如听考德威尔教授讲话时他眼前便重新出现了东北贸易风驱赶着白色的浪花越过紫红色的海面的场景。这样,新的回忆镜头往往在他面前出现,在他眼帘前展开,或是投射到他的脑海里。它们并不让他难堪,反倒使他认识了自己,明白了自己的类属。它们源出于往日的行为与感受,源出于昨天和上个礼拜的情况、事件、和书本——源出于不计其数的幻影,无论是他睡着还是醒着总在他心里翻腾的幻影。
在他听着考德威尔教授轻松流畅的谈话(那是个有教养有头脑的人的谈话)时,便是这样。他不断地看到过去的自己。那时他还是个十足的流氓,戴一项“硬边的”斯泰森大檐帽,穿一件双排扣方襟短外衣,得意洋洋地晃动着肩膀,他的最高理想是粗野到警察管不到的程度——而对这些他并不打算掩饰或淡化。他在生活里有一段时间的确是个平常的流氓,一个叫警察头痛的、威胁着诚实的工人阶级居民的团伙头子。可是他的理想已经改变。现在他满眼是衣冠楚楚、门第高贵的红男绿女,肺里吸进的是教养与风雅的空气,而同时他早年那个戴硬边帽、穿方襟短外衣、神气十足、粗鲁野蛮的青年的幻影也在这屋里出没。他看见那街角的流氓的形象跟自己合而为一,正跟一个货真价实的大学教授并坐交谈。
他毕竟还没有找到自己持久的地位。他到哪儿都能随遇而安,到哪儿都永远受人欢迎,因为他工作认真,愿意并也能够为自己的权利而斗争,因此别人对他不能不尊敬。但是他却不曾扎下根来。他有足够的能力满足伙伴们的需要,却不能满足自己的需要。一种不安的情绪永远困扰着他,他永远听见远处有什么东西在召唤,他一辈子都在前进,都在憧憬着它,直到他发现了书本、艺术和爱情。于是他来到了这里,来到这一切之间。在他所有共过患难的同志们之中他是唯一被接纳入莫尔斯家的人。
“你谈话时别激动。”在考验性的介绍开始之前露丝叮嘱马丁。
马丁因为自己的笨拙感到压抑,开始时有些拘谨,尤其害怕自己的肩膀会出毛病,威胁到家具和摆设的安全。这一群人还让他忐忑不安。这样高层的人士他以前从没见过,何况人数又那么多。银行经理哈外古德很引起他的兴趣,他决定有了机会就研究他一下。因为在他的惶惑之下还隐藏着一个自信的自我。他急于用这些纳士淑女对照自己,看他们从书本和生活中学会了一些什么他所不知道的东西。
露丝的眼睛不时地瞄着他,看他应付得如何,见他轻轻松松便跟她的表姐妹认识了,不禁感到又吃惊又高兴。他肯定没有激动,坐下之后也不再担心肩膀闯祸了。露丝知道两个表姐妹都是聪明人——浅薄,但是敏锐。(那天晚上睡觉时两人都称赞马丁,她却几乎不明白她们的意思。)在那一方面,马丁也觉得在这样的环境里开开玩笑、无饬大雅地斗斗嘴其实轻而易举,因为他在自己的阶级里原本是个机智风趣的人,在舞会和星期天的野宴上惯会挖苦说笑,调皮逗乐。而那天晚上成功又还支持着他,拍着他的肩膀告诉他地干得不错。因此他不但能够让自己高兴也能够让别人高兴,毫无窘涩之感。
后来露丝的担心却有了道理。马丁跟考德威尔教授在一个显眼的角落里交谈起来。对露丝那挑剔的眼光说来,虽然马丁没有在空中挥舞手臂,却仍然太容易激动,眼睛太频繁地闪出光芒,谈话也太快太热烈,太容易紧张,也太频繁地容许激动的血液涨红了面颊。他缺乏彬彬有礼的风度和涵养,跟和他谈话的年青英文教授形成了鲜明的对比。
但是马丁对外表却满不在乎2他很快就注意到了对方那训练有素的心智,欣赏起他的渊博。而考德威尔教授却不了解马丁对一般英文教授的看法。因为马丁不明白为什么不应该谈本行,便要求教授谈本行,教授虽然开始时似乎不乐意,后来还是照办了。
“反对谈本行是荒谬而不公平的,”几个礼拜以前马丁曾对露丝说过,“当男男女女欢聚一堂之时,在太阳底下有什么理由不让他们交流自己最好的东西呢?他们最好的东西正是他们最感兴趣的、他们赖以生存的东西,他们日以继夜地专门干着、研究着、甚至连做梦也想着的东西。你想想看,若是让巴特勒先生出于社交礼仪而大谈其保尔·魏尔伦、德国戏剧、或是邓南遮,岂不是要闷死人吗?如果我非要听巴特勒先生谈话不可,我就宁愿听他谈他的法律。那才是他最好的东西。生命太短促,我想听到的是我所遇到的人的精华。”
“可是,”露丝反对道,“大家都感兴趣的话题是有的。”
“那你就错了,”他匆匆说下去,“社会上的每一个人和每一个集团——一或者说,几乎每一个人和每一个集团——都要拿比他们强的人做榜样。那么谁是最好的榜样呢?无所事事的人,有钱的闲人。这些人一般不知道世界上做事的人所知道的东西。听他们谈自己所从事的事业他们感到沉闷。因此他们便宣布这类东西叫做本行,不宜谈论。同样他们还确定什么东西不算本行。可以谈论。于是可以谈论的东西就成了最近演出的歌剧、最新出版的小说、打扑克、打弹子、鸡尾酒、汽车、马展、钓鲜鱼、钓金枪鱼、大野兽狩猎、驾游艇和诸如此类的东西——注意,这些都不过是闲人们熟悉的东西。说穿了,是他们决定了他们自己的本行话题。而最有趣的是:他们把这类意见强加给别人,而许多聪明人和全部可能聪明的人都欣然接受。至于我么,我总是想听见别人的精华,无论你把它叫做失礼的本行话或是别的什么都可以。”
露丝没有明白他的道理,montblanc ballpoint pen,只觉得他对于现存秩序的攻击太意气用事。
这样,马丁以他急切的心情感染了考德威尔教授,逼着他说出了心里话。露丝从他身边走过时正听见马丁在说:——
“这种离经叛道之论你在加州大学肯定是不会发表的吧?”
考德威尔教授耸耸肩。“这是诚实的纳税人应付政客的办法,你知道,萨克拉门托给我们拨款,我们只好向萨克拉门托磕头。我们还得向大学董事会磕头,向党报磕头,向两个党的党报都磕头。”
“对,这很清楚,可你呢?”马丁追问,“你看来是一条离开了水的鱼呢!”
“我看,在大学这个池子里像我这样的鱼并不多。有时我真觉得自己是条离开了水的鱼。我应当到巴黎去,到贫民窟去,rolex submariner replica,到隐士的洞窟里去,或是跟贫苦放荡的流浪艺人在一起。我应当跟他们一起喝红葡萄酒——在旧金山叫做‘南欧红’。我应当在法国拉丁区廉价的饭店里吃饭,对上帝创造的一切发表激烈的言论,nike heels,慷慨激昂。的确,我几乎经常确认自己是个天生的极端分子。可我有许多问题仍旧没有把握。在我面对着自己人性的弱点时,我便怯懦起来。这常常使我对任何问题都难以纵览全局——人的问题,事关重大的,你知道。”
他一边谈着,马丁却意识到自己的唇边出现了《贸易风之歌》——“我最强劲时虽在正午,nike foamposites,可等到夜里月儿透出,我也能吹得帆地鼓鼓。”
他几乎哼出声来,却忽然发现原来教授今他想起了贸易风——东北贸易风。那风稳定、冷静、有力。这位教授心平气和,值得信赖,可仍叫他捉摸不透:说话总有所保留,宛如马丁心中的贸易风:浩荡强劲,却留有余地,决不横流放肆。马丁又浮想联翩了。他的脑子是一个极容易展开的仓库,装满了记忆中的事实和幻象,似乎永远对他整整齐齐排开,让他查阅,在他眼前发生的一切都可以引起对比的或类比的联想,而且往往以幻影的形态出现——它总是随着眼前鲜活的事物飘然而来。例如:露丝的脸上暂时表现嫉妒时,他眼前便出现了久已遗忘的月光下的狂风场景;又如听考德威尔教授讲话时他眼前便重新出现了东北贸易风驱赶着白色的浪花越过紫红色的海面的场景。这样,新的回忆镜头往往在他面前出现,在他眼帘前展开,或是投射到他的脑海里。它们并不让他难堪,反倒使他认识了自己,明白了自己的类属。它们源出于往日的行为与感受,源出于昨天和上个礼拜的情况、事件、和书本——源出于不计其数的幻影,无论是他睡着还是醒着总在他心里翻腾的幻影。
在他听着考德威尔教授轻松流畅的谈话(那是个有教养有头脑的人的谈话)时,便是这样。他不断地看到过去的自己。那时他还是个十足的流氓,戴一项“硬边的”斯泰森大檐帽,穿一件双排扣方襟短外衣,得意洋洋地晃动着肩膀,他的最高理想是粗野到警察管不到的程度——而对这些他并不打算掩饰或淡化。他在生活里有一段时间的确是个平常的流氓,一个叫警察头痛的、威胁着诚实的工人阶级居民的团伙头子。可是他的理想已经改变。现在他满眼是衣冠楚楚、门第高贵的红男绿女,肺里吸进的是教养与风雅的空气,而同时他早年那个戴硬边帽、穿方襟短外衣、神气十足、粗鲁野蛮的青年的幻影也在这屋里出没。他看见那街角的流氓的形象跟自己合而为一,正跟一个货真价实的大学教授并坐交谈。
他毕竟还没有找到自己持久的地位。他到哪儿都能随遇而安,到哪儿都永远受人欢迎,因为他工作认真,愿意并也能够为自己的权利而斗争,因此别人对他不能不尊敬。但是他却不曾扎下根来。他有足够的能力满足伙伴们的需要,却不能满足自己的需要。一种不安的情绪永远困扰着他,他永远听见远处有什么东西在召唤,他一辈子都在前进,都在憧憬着它,直到他发现了书本、艺术和爱情。于是他来到了这里,来到这一切之间。在他所有共过患难的同志们之中他是唯一被接纳入莫尔斯家的人。
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Chapter 1 BEGUN 1913 FINISHED 1914 Dedicated to a Happier Year PART Once a term the whole school wen
Chapter 1
BEGUN 1913 FINISHED 1914
Dedicated to a Happier Year
PART
Once a term the whole school went for a walk—that is to say the three masters took part as well as all the boys. It was usually a pleasant outing, and everyone looked for-ward to it, forgot old scores, and behaved with freedom. Lest discipline should suffer, it took place just before the holidays, when leniency does no harm, and indeed it seemed more like a treat at home than school, for Mrs Abrahams, the Principal's wife, would meet them at the tea place with some lady friends, and be hospitable and motherly.
Mr Abrahams was a preparatory schoolmaster of the old-fash-ioned sort. He cared neither for work nor games, but fed his boys well and saw that they did not misbehave. The rest he left to the parents, and did not speculate how much the parents were leaving to him. Amid mutual compliments the boys passed out into a public school, healthy but backward, to receive upon un-defended flesh the first blows of the world. There is much to be said for apathy in education, and Mr Abrahams's pupils did not do badly in the long run, became parents in their turn, and in some cases sent him their sons. Mr Read, the junior assistant, was a master of the same type, only stupider, while Mr Ducie, the senior, acted as a stimulant, and prevented the whole concern from going to sleep. They did not like him much, but knew that he was necessary. Mr Ducie was an able man, orthodox, but not out of touch with the world, nor incapable of seeing both sides
of a question. He was unsuitable for parents and the denser boys, but good for the first form, and had even coached pupils into a scholarship. Nor was he a bad organizer. While affecting to hold the reins and to prefer Mr Read, Mr Abrahams really allowed Mr Ducie a free hand and ended by taking him into partnership. Mr Ducie always had something on his mind. On this occasion it was Hall, one of the older boys, who was leaving them to go to a public school. He wanted to have a "good talk" with Hall, during the outing. His colleagues objected, since it would leave them more to do, and the Principal remarked that he had already talked to Hall, and that the boy would prefer to take his last walk with his school-fellows. This was probable, but Mr Ducie was never deterred from doing what is right. He smiled and was si-lent. Mr Read knew what the "good talk" would be, for early in their acquaintance they had touched on a certain theme profes-sionally. Mr Read had disapproved. "Thin ice," he had said. The Principal neither knew nor would have wished to know. Parting from his pupils when they were fourteen, he forgot they had de-veloped into men. They seemed to him a race small but com-plete, like the New Guinea pygmies, "my boys". And they were even easier to understand than pygmies, because they never married and seldom died. Celibate and immortal, the long pro-cession passed before him, its thickness varying from twenty-five to forty at a time. "I see no use in books on education. Boys be-gan before education was thought of." Mr Ducie would smile, for he was soaked in evolution.
BEGUN 1913 FINISHED 1914
Dedicated to a Happier Year
PART
Once a term the whole school went for a walk—that is to say the three masters took part as well as all the boys. It was usually a pleasant outing, and everyone looked for-ward to it, forgot old scores, and behaved with freedom. Lest discipline should suffer, it took place just before the holidays, when leniency does no harm, and indeed it seemed more like a treat at home than school, for Mrs Abrahams, the Principal's wife, would meet them at the tea place with some lady friends, and be hospitable and motherly.
Mr Abrahams was a preparatory schoolmaster of the old-fash-ioned sort. He cared neither for work nor games, but fed his boys well and saw that they did not misbehave. The rest he left to the parents, and did not speculate how much the parents were leaving to him. Amid mutual compliments the boys passed out into a public school, healthy but backward, to receive upon un-defended flesh the first blows of the world. There is much to be said for apathy in education, and Mr Abrahams's pupils did not do badly in the long run, became parents in their turn, and in some cases sent him their sons. Mr Read, the junior assistant, was a master of the same type, only stupider, while Mr Ducie, the senior, acted as a stimulant, and prevented the whole concern from going to sleep. They did not like him much, but knew that he was necessary. Mr Ducie was an able man, orthodox, but not out of touch with the world, nor incapable of seeing both sides
of a question. He was unsuitable for parents and the denser boys, but good for the first form, and had even coached pupils into a scholarship. Nor was he a bad organizer. While affecting to hold the reins and to prefer Mr Read, Mr Abrahams really allowed Mr Ducie a free hand and ended by taking him into partnership. Mr Ducie always had something on his mind. On this occasion it was Hall, one of the older boys, who was leaving them to go to a public school. He wanted to have a "good talk" with Hall, during the outing. His colleagues objected, since it would leave them more to do, and the Principal remarked that he had already talked to Hall, and that the boy would prefer to take his last walk with his school-fellows. This was probable, but Mr Ducie was never deterred from doing what is right. He smiled and was si-lent. Mr Read knew what the "good talk" would be, for early in their acquaintance they had touched on a certain theme profes-sionally. Mr Read had disapproved. "Thin ice," he had said. The Principal neither knew nor would have wished to know. Parting from his pupils when they were fourteen, he forgot they had de-veloped into men. They seemed to him a race small but com-plete, like the New Guinea pygmies, "my boys". And they were even easier to understand than pygmies, because they never married and seldom died. Celibate and immortal, the long pro-cession passed before him, its thickness varying from twenty-five to forty at a time. "I see no use in books on education. Boys be-gan before education was thought of." Mr Ducie would smile, for he was soaked in evolution.
Here Banter interposed
Here Banter interposed, saying, he was surprised that Dr. Wagtail should make the least doubt of Solomon’s understanding Greek, when he is represented to us as the wisest and best-educated prince in the world; and as for potatoes, they were transplanted thither from Ireland, in the time of the Crusade, by some knights of that country. “I profess,” said the doctor, “there is nothing more likely. I would actually give a vast sum for a sight of that manuscript, which must be inestimable; and, if I understood the process, would set about it immediately.” The player assured him the process was very simple — that he must cram a hundred-weight of dry tinder into a glass retort, and, distilling it by the force of animal heat, it would yield half a scruple of insipid water, one drop of which is a full dose. “Upon my integrity!” exclaimed the incredulous doctor, “this is very amazing and extraordinary! that a caput mortuum should yield any water at all. I must own I have always been an enemy to specifics which I thought inconsistent with the nature of the animal economy; but certainly the authority of Solomon is not to be questioned. I wonder where I shall find a glass retort large enough to contain such a vast quantity of tinder, the consumption of which must, undoubtedly, raise the price of paper, or where shall I find animal heat sufficient even to warm such a mass?” Slyboot informed him, that he might have a retort blown for him as big as a church: and, that the easiest method of raising the vapour by animal heat, would be to place it in the middle of an infirmary for feverish patients, who might he upon mattresses around and in contact with it. He had he sooner pronounced these words, than Wagtail exclaimed in a rapture, “An admirable expedient, as I hope to be saved! I will positively put it in practice.”
This simplicity of the physician furnished excellent diversion for the company, who, in their turns, sneered at him in ironical compliments, which his vanity swallowed as the genuine sentiments of their hearts. Mr. Chatter, impatient of so long a silence, now broke out and entertained us with a catalogue of all the people who danced at the last Hampstead assembly, with a most circumstantial account of the dress and ornaments of each, from the lappets of the ladies to the shoe-buckles of the men; concluding with telling Bragwell, that his mistress Melinda was there, and seemed to miss him: and soliciting his company at the next occasion of that kind.
“No, d — mm,” said Bragwell, “I have something else to mind than dangling after a parcel of giddy-headed girls; besides. you know my temper is so unruly, that I am apt to involve myself in scrapes when a woman is concerned. The last time I was there, I had an affair with Tom Trippit.” “Oh! I remember that!” cried Banter; “You lugged out before the ladies; and I commend you for so doing, because you had an opportunity of showing your manhood without running any risk. “Risk!” said the other with a fierce countenance, d — n my blood! I fear no risks. I an’t afraid of lugging out against any man that wears a head, d-me! ’Tis well known that I have drawn blood more than once, and lost some too; but what does that signify?” The player begged this champion to employ him as his second the next time he intended to kill, for he wanted to see a man die of a stab, that he might know how to act such an art the more naturally on the stage. “Die!” replied the hero: “No, by G—! I know better things than to incur the verdict of a Middlesex jury — I should look upon my fencing-master to be an ignorant son of a b — h, if he had not taught me to prick any of my antagonist’s body that I please to disable.” “Oho!” cried Slyboot, “if that be the case, I have a favour to ask. You must know I am employed to paint a Jesus on the cross; and my purpose is to represent him at that point of time when the spear is thrust into his side. Now I should be glad if you would, in my presence, pink some impertinent fellow into convulsions, without endangering his life, that I may have an opportunity of taking a good clever agony from nature: the doctor will direct you where to enter and how far to go, but pray let it be as near the left side as possible.” Wagtail, who took this proposal seriously, observed, that it would be a very difficult matter to penetrate into the left side of the thorax without hurting the heart, and in consequence killing the patient; but he believed it was possible for a man of a very nice hand and exact knowledge of anatomy, to wound the diaphragma somewhere about the skirts, which might induce a singultus, without being attended with death: that he was ready to demonstrate the insertion of that muscle to Mr. Bragwell; but desired to have no concern with the experiment, which might essentially prejudice his reputation, in case of a miscarriage. Bragwell was as much imposed upon by the painter’s waggery as the doctor, and declined engaging in the affair, saying he held a very great regard for Mr, Slyboot, but had laid it down as a maxim, never to fight except when his honour was engaged. A thousand jokes of this kind were uttered; the wine circulated, supper was served in, we ate heartily, returned to the bottle, Bragwell became noisy and troublesome, Banter grew more and more severe, Ranter rehearsed, Slyboot made faces at the whole company, I sang French catches, and Chatter kissed me with great affection; while the doctor, with a wofull countenance, sat silent like a disciple of Pythagoras. At length, it was proposed by Bragwell, that we should scour the hundreds, sweat the constable, maul the watch, and then reel soberly to bed.
This simplicity of the physician furnished excellent diversion for the company, who, in their turns, sneered at him in ironical compliments, which his vanity swallowed as the genuine sentiments of their hearts. Mr. Chatter, impatient of so long a silence, now broke out and entertained us with a catalogue of all the people who danced at the last Hampstead assembly, with a most circumstantial account of the dress and ornaments of each, from the lappets of the ladies to the shoe-buckles of the men; concluding with telling Bragwell, that his mistress Melinda was there, and seemed to miss him: and soliciting his company at the next occasion of that kind.
“No, d — mm,” said Bragwell, “I have something else to mind than dangling after a parcel of giddy-headed girls; besides. you know my temper is so unruly, that I am apt to involve myself in scrapes when a woman is concerned. The last time I was there, I had an affair with Tom Trippit.” “Oh! I remember that!” cried Banter; “You lugged out before the ladies; and I commend you for so doing, because you had an opportunity of showing your manhood without running any risk. “Risk!” said the other with a fierce countenance, d — n my blood! I fear no risks. I an’t afraid of lugging out against any man that wears a head, d-me! ’Tis well known that I have drawn blood more than once, and lost some too; but what does that signify?” The player begged this champion to employ him as his second the next time he intended to kill, for he wanted to see a man die of a stab, that he might know how to act such an art the more naturally on the stage. “Die!” replied the hero: “No, by G—! I know better things than to incur the verdict of a Middlesex jury — I should look upon my fencing-master to be an ignorant son of a b — h, if he had not taught me to prick any of my antagonist’s body that I please to disable.” “Oho!” cried Slyboot, “if that be the case, I have a favour to ask. You must know I am employed to paint a Jesus on the cross; and my purpose is to represent him at that point of time when the spear is thrust into his side. Now I should be glad if you would, in my presence, pink some impertinent fellow into convulsions, without endangering his life, that I may have an opportunity of taking a good clever agony from nature: the doctor will direct you where to enter and how far to go, but pray let it be as near the left side as possible.” Wagtail, who took this proposal seriously, observed, that it would be a very difficult matter to penetrate into the left side of the thorax without hurting the heart, and in consequence killing the patient; but he believed it was possible for a man of a very nice hand and exact knowledge of anatomy, to wound the diaphragma somewhere about the skirts, which might induce a singultus, without being attended with death: that he was ready to demonstrate the insertion of that muscle to Mr. Bragwell; but desired to have no concern with the experiment, which might essentially prejudice his reputation, in case of a miscarriage. Bragwell was as much imposed upon by the painter’s waggery as the doctor, and declined engaging in the affair, saying he held a very great regard for Mr, Slyboot, but had laid it down as a maxim, never to fight except when his honour was engaged. A thousand jokes of this kind were uttered; the wine circulated, supper was served in, we ate heartily, returned to the bottle, Bragwell became noisy and troublesome, Banter grew more and more severe, Ranter rehearsed, Slyboot made faces at the whole company, I sang French catches, and Chatter kissed me with great affection; while the doctor, with a wofull countenance, sat silent like a disciple of Pythagoras. At length, it was proposed by Bragwell, that we should scour the hundreds, sweat the constable, maul the watch, and then reel soberly to bed.
2012年12月8日星期六
On our way back
On our way back, my aunt informed me how she confidently trusted that the life I was now to lead would make me firm and self-reliant, which was all I wanted. She repeated this several times next day, in the intervals of our arranging for the transmission of my clothes and books from Mr. Wickfield's; relative to which, and to all my late holiday, I wrote a long letter to Agnes, of which my aunt took charge, as she was to leave on the succeeding day. Not to lengthen these particulars, I need only add, that she made a handsome provision for all my possible wants during my month of trial; that Steerforth, to my great disappointment and hers too, did not make his appearance before she went away; that I saw her safely seated in the Dover coach,UGG BOOTS SALE, exulting in the coming discomfiture of the vagrant donkeys, with Janet at her side; and that when the coach was gone, I turned my face to the Adelphi, pondering on the old days when I used to roam about its subterranean arches, and on the happy changes which had brought me to the surface.
Chapter 24
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After two days and nights, I felt as if I had lived there for a year, and yet I was not an hour older, but was quite as much tormented by my own youthfulness as ever.
Steerforth not yet appearing, which induced me to apprehend that he must be ill, I left the Commons early on the third day, and walked out to Highgate. Mrs. Steerforth was very glad to see me, and said that he had gone away with one of his Oxford friends to see another who lived near St. Albans, but that she expected him to return tomorrow. I was so fond of him,ugg boots uk, that I felt quite jealous of his Oxford friends.
As she pressed me to stay to dinner, I remained, and I believe we talked about nothing but him all day. I told her how much the people liked him at Yarmouth, and what a delightful companion he had been. Miss Dartle was full of hints and mysterious questions, but took a great interest in all our proceedings there, and said, 'Was it really though?' and so forth, so often, that she got everything out of me she wanted to know. Her appearance was exactly what I have described it, when I first saw her; but the society of the two ladies was so agreeable, and came so natural to me, that I felt myself falling a little in love with her. I could not help thinking, several times in the course of the evening, and particularly when I walked home at night, what delightful company she would be in Buckingham Street.
Chapter 24
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After two days and nights, I felt as if I had lived there for a year, and yet I was not an hour older, but was quite as much tormented by my own youthfulness as ever.
Steerforth not yet appearing, which induced me to apprehend that he must be ill, I left the Commons early on the third day, and walked out to Highgate. Mrs. Steerforth was very glad to see me, and said that he had gone away with one of his Oxford friends to see another who lived near St. Albans, but that she expected him to return tomorrow. I was so fond of him,ugg boots uk, that I felt quite jealous of his Oxford friends.
As she pressed me to stay to dinner, I remained, and I believe we talked about nothing but him all day. I told her how much the people liked him at Yarmouth, and what a delightful companion he had been. Miss Dartle was full of hints and mysterious questions, but took a great interest in all our proceedings there, and said, 'Was it really though?' and so forth, so often, that she got everything out of me she wanted to know. Her appearance was exactly what I have described it, when I first saw her; but the society of the two ladies was so agreeable, and came so natural to me, that I felt myself falling a little in love with her. I could not help thinking, several times in the course of the evening, and particularly when I walked home at night, what delightful company she would be in Buckingham Street.
In 1477
"In 1477," he says, in one of his letters, "in the month of February, Isailed more than a hundred leagues beyond Tile." By this he means Thule,or Iceland. "Of this island the southern part is seventy-three degrees fromthe equator, not sixty-three degrees, as some geographers pretend." But here he was wrong. The Southern part of Iceland is in the latitude of sixty-three and a half degrees. "The English, chiefly those of Bristol, carry theirmerchandise, to this island, which is as large as England. When I wasthere the sea was not frozen, but the tides there are so strong that they riseand fall twenty-six cubits."The order of his life, after his visit to Iceland, is better known. He wasno longer an adventurous sailor-boy, glad of any voyage which offered; hewas a man thirty years of age or more. He married in the city of Lisbonand settled himself there. His wife was named Philippa. She was thedaughter of an Italian gentleman named Bartolomeo Muniz de Perestrello,who was, like Columbus, a sailor, and was alive to all the new interestswhich geography then presented to all inquiring minds. This was in theyear 1477,fake jordans for sale, and the King of Portugal was pressing the expeditions which,before the end of the century, resulted in the discovery of the route to theIndies by the Cape of Good Hope.
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The young couple had to live. Neither the bride nor her husband hadany fortune, and Columbus occupied himself as a draftsman, illustratingbooks, making terrestrial globes, which must have been curiouslyinaccurate, since they had no Cape of Good Hope and no AmericanContinent, drawing charts for sale, and collecting, where he could, thematerial for such study. Such charts and maps were beginning to assumenew importance in those days of geographical discovery. The valueattached to them may be judged from the statement that Vespucius paidone hundred and thirty ducats for one map. This sum would be more thanfive hundred dollars of our time.
Columbus did not give up his maritime enterprises. He made voyagesto the coast of Guinea and in other directions.
It is said that he was in command of one of the vessels of his relativeColon el Mozo, when, in the Portuguese seas, this admiral,North Face Outlet, with hissquadron, engaged four Venetian galleys returning from Flanders. Abloody battle followed. The ship which Christopher Columbuscommanded was engaged with a Venetian vessel, to which it set fire.
There was danger of an explosion,fake foamposites, and Columbus himself, seeing thisdanger, flung himself into the sea, seized a floating oar, and thus gained the shore. He was not far from Lisbon, and from this time made Lisbon hishome for many years.[*]
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It seems. clear that, from the time when he arrived in Lisbon,fake foamposites for sale, formore than twenty years, he was at work trying to interest people in his"great design," of western discovery. He says himself, "I was constantlycorresponding with learned men, some ecclesiastics and some laymen,some Latin and some Greek, some Jews and some Moors." Theastronomer Toscanelli was one of these correspondents.
2012年12月5日星期三
that’s all
“No, that’s all.” Miss Celia smiles, doesn’t notice I’ve stretched my pie crust to where five holes rip through. Just twenty-four more days of this shit. I am praying to the Lord and the devil on the side that Mister Johnny doesn’t come home before then.
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“Could you tell her Celia Foote called again? I left her a message a few days back . . .”
Miss Celia’s voice is chipper, like she’s peddling something on the tee-vee. Every time I hear it, I want to jerk the phone out of her hand, tell her to quit wasting her time. Because never mind she looks like a hussy. There’s a bigger reason why Miss Celia doesn’t have any friends and I knew it the minute I saw that picture of Mister Johnny. I’ve served enough bridge club luncheons to know something about every white woman in this town. Mister Johnny dumped Miss Hilly for Miss Celia back in college, and Miss Hilly never got over him.
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Miss Celia’s voice is chipper, like she’s peddling something on the tee-vee. Every time I hear it, I want to jerk the phone out of her hand, tell her to quit wasting her time. Because never mind she looks like a hussy. There’s a bigger reason why Miss Celia doesn’t have any friends and I knew it the minute I saw that picture of Mister Johnny. I’ve served enough bridge club luncheons to know something about every white woman in this town. Mister Johnny dumped Miss Hilly for Miss Celia back in college, and Miss Hilly never got over him.
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Besides the smell, the church looks pretty good. Kiki shined the pews to where you could pick your teeth looking at them. The Christmas tree’s already up, next to the altar, full of tinsel and a shiny gold star on top. Three windows of the church have stained glass—the birth of Christ, Lazarus raised from the dead, and the teaching of those fool Pharisees. The other seven are filled with regular clear panes,UK FAKE UGGS. We’re still raising money for those.
But he showed a good fist for a beginner
"But he showed a good fist for a beginner," said Stevens. "He was head and shoulders the best of the new lot. Shall I put Stebbins in his place?"
"You needn't do anything until Mr. Shackford gets back."
"When will that be, sir?"
"To-night, probably."
The unceremonious departure of Blake formed the theme of endless speculation at the tavern that evening, and for the moment obscured the general interest in old Shackford's murder.
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"Bosh!" said Durgin. "There was always something shady about Blake. We didn't know where he hailed from, and we don't know where he's gone to. He'll take care of himself; that kind of fellow never lets anybody play any points on him." With this Durgin threw away the stump of his cigar, and lounged out at the street door.
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The evening express, due at eight, was only a few seconds behind time. As the screech of the approaching engine rung out from the dark wood-land, Margaret and her father exchanged rapid glances. It would take Richard ten minutes to walk from the railway station to the house,--for of course he would come there directly after sending his valise to Lime Street.
The ten minutes went by, and then twenty. Margaret bent steadily over her work, listening with covert intentness for the click of the street gate. Likely enough Richard had been unable to find any one to take charge of his hand-baggage. Presently Mr. Slocum could not resist the impulse to look at his watch. It was half past eight. He nervously unfolded The Stillwater Gazette, and sat with his eyes fastened on the paper.
After a seemingly interminable period the heavy bell of the South Church sounded nine, and then tolled for a few minutes, as the dismal custom is in New England country towns.
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2012年12月2日星期日
'You ain't such a bad little man
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"It was five days afterward when I got another chance to ride over to Pimienta. Miss Willella and me passed a gratifying evening at Uncle Emsley's. She sang some, and exasperated the piano quite a lot with quotations from the operas. I gave imitations of a rattlesnake, and told her about Snaky McFee's new way of skinning cows, and described the trip I made to Saint Louis once. We was getting along in one another's estimations fine. Thinks I, if Jackson Bird can now be persuaded to migrate, I win. I recollect his promise about the pancake receipt, and I thinks I will persuade it from Miss Willella and give it to him; and then if I catches Birdie off of Mired Mule again, I'll make him hop the twig.
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"Miss Willella gives a little jump on the piano stool,fake jordans, and looked at me curious.
"'Yes,' says she, 'they're real nice. What did you say was the name of that street in Saint Louis, Mr. Odom, where you lost your hat?'
"'Pancake Avenue,' says I, with a wink, to show her that I was on about the family receipt, and couldn't be side-corralled off of the subject,HOMEPAGE. 'Come, now, Miss Willella,' I says; 'let's hear how you make 'em. Pancakes is just whirling in my head like wagon wheels. Start her off, now--pound of flour, eight dozen eggs, and so on. How does the catalogue of constituents run?'
"'Excuse me for a moment, please,' says Miss Willella, and she gives me a quick kind of sideways look, and slides off the stool. She ambled out into the other room, and directly Uncle Emsley comes in in his shirt sleeves, with a pitcher of water. He turns around to get a glass on the table, and I see a forty-five in his hip pocket. 'Great post- holes!' thinks I, 'but here's a family thinks a heap of cooking receipts, protecting it with firearms. I've known outfits that wouldn't do that much by a family feud.'
"'Drink this here down,' says Uncle Emsley, handing me the glass of water. 'You've rid too far to-day, Jud, and got yourself over-excited. Try to think about something else now.'
"'To convince you that I am sincere,' says the sheep man,fake foamposites, 'I'll ask you to help me. Miss Learight and you being closer friends,LINK, maybe she would do for you what she wouldn't for me. If you will get me a copy of that pancake recipe, I give you my word that I'll never call upon her again.'
"'That's fair,' I says, and I shook hands with Jackson Bird. 'I'll get it for you if I can, and glad to oblige.' And he turned off down the big pear flat on the Piedra, in the direction of Mired Mule; and I steered northwest for old Bill Toomey's ranch.
"It was five days afterward when I got another chance to ride over to Pimienta. Miss Willella and me passed a gratifying evening at Uncle Emsley's. She sang some, and exasperated the piano quite a lot with quotations from the operas. I gave imitations of a rattlesnake, and told her about Snaky McFee's new way of skinning cows, and described the trip I made to Saint Louis once. We was getting along in one another's estimations fine. Thinks I, if Jackson Bird can now be persuaded to migrate, I win. I recollect his promise about the pancake receipt, and I thinks I will persuade it from Miss Willella and give it to him; and then if I catches Birdie off of Mired Mule again, I'll make him hop the twig.
"So, along about ten o'clock, I put on a wheedling smile and says to Miss Willella: 'Now, if there's anything I do like better than the sight of a red steer on green grass it's the taste of a nice hot pancake smothered in sugar-house molasses.'
"Miss Willella gives a little jump on the piano stool,fake jordans, and looked at me curious.
"'Yes,' says she, 'they're real nice. What did you say was the name of that street in Saint Louis, Mr. Odom, where you lost your hat?'
"'Pancake Avenue,' says I, with a wink, to show her that I was on about the family receipt, and couldn't be side-corralled off of the subject,HOMEPAGE. 'Come, now, Miss Willella,' I says; 'let's hear how you make 'em. Pancakes is just whirling in my head like wagon wheels. Start her off, now--pound of flour, eight dozen eggs, and so on. How does the catalogue of constituents run?'
"'Excuse me for a moment, please,' says Miss Willella, and she gives me a quick kind of sideways look, and slides off the stool. She ambled out into the other room, and directly Uncle Emsley comes in in his shirt sleeves, with a pitcher of water. He turns around to get a glass on the table, and I see a forty-five in his hip pocket. 'Great post- holes!' thinks I, 'but here's a family thinks a heap of cooking receipts, protecting it with firearms. I've known outfits that wouldn't do that much by a family feud.'
"'Drink this here down,' says Uncle Emsley, handing me the glass of water. 'You've rid too far to-day, Jud, and got yourself over-excited. Try to think about something else now.'
“Then I can always and only speak of something that speaks to me of something else
“Then I can always and only speak of something that speaks to me of something else, and so on. But the final something, the true one—does that never exist?”
“Perhaps it does: it is the individual unicorn. And don’t worry: one of these days you will encounter it, however black and ugly it may be.”
“Unicorns, lions, Arab authors, and Moors in general,” I said at that point, “no doubt this is the Africa of which the monks spoke.”
“No doubt this is it. And if it is, we should find the African poets mentioned by Pacificus of Tivoli.”
And, in fact, when we had retraced our steps and were in room L again, we found in a case a collection of books by Floro, Fronto, Apuleius, Martianus Capella,ugg boots uk, and Fulgentius.
“So this is where Berengar said the explanations of a certain secret should be,” I said.
“Almost here. He used the expression ‘finis Africae,’ and this was the expression that so infuriated Malachi. The finis could be this last room, unless ...” He cried out: “By the seven churches of Clonmacnois! Haven’t you noticed something?”
“What?”
“Let’s go back to room S, where we started!”
We went back to the first blind room, where the verse read “Super thronos viginti quatuor.” It had four openings. One led to room Y, which had a window on the inner octagon. Another led to room P, which continued, along the outside fa?ade, the YSPANIA se?quence. The opening toward the tower led into room E, which we had just come through. Then there was a blank wall, and finally an opening that led into a second blind room with the initial U,North Face Outlet. Room S was the one with the mirror—luckily on the wall immediately to my right, or I would have been seized with fear again.
Looking carefully at my map, I realized the singulari?ty of this room. Like the other blind rooms of the other tree towers, it should have led to the central heptagonal room. If it didn’t, the entrance to the heptagon would have to be in the adjacent blind room, the U. But this room,WEBSITE:, which through one opening led into a room T with a window on the octagon, and through another was connected to room S, had the other three walls full, occupied with cases. Looking around, we confirmed what was now obvious from the map: for reasons of logic as well as strict symmetry, that tower should have had its heptagonal room, but there was none.
“None,” I said. “There’s no such room.”
“No, that’s not it. If there were no heptagon, the other rooms would be larger, whereas they are more or less the shape of those at the other extremes. The room exists, but cannot be reached.”
“Is it walled up?”
“Probably. And there is the finis Africae, there is the place that lose monks who are now dead were hovering about, in their curiosity. It’s walled up, but that does not mean there is no access. Indeed, there surely is one, and Venantius found it, or was given its descrip?tion by Adelmo, who had it from Berengar. Let’s read his notes again.”
He took Venantius’s paper from his habit and reread it: “The hand over the idol works on the first and the seventh of the four.” He looked around,SHIPPING INFO.. “Why, of course! The ‘idolum’ is the image in the mirror! Venantius was thinking in Greek, and in that tongue, even more than in ours, ‘eidolon’ is image as well as ghost, and the mirror reflects our own image, distorted; we ourselves mistook it for a ghost the other night! But what, then, can be the four ‘supra idolum’? Something over the reflecting surface? Then we must place ourselves at a certain angle in order to perceive something reflected in the mirror that corresponds to Venantius’s descrip?tion. …”
“Perhaps it does: it is the individual unicorn. And don’t worry: one of these days you will encounter it, however black and ugly it may be.”
“Unicorns, lions, Arab authors, and Moors in general,” I said at that point, “no doubt this is the Africa of which the monks spoke.”
“No doubt this is it. And if it is, we should find the African poets mentioned by Pacificus of Tivoli.”
And, in fact, when we had retraced our steps and were in room L again, we found in a case a collection of books by Floro, Fronto, Apuleius, Martianus Capella,ugg boots uk, and Fulgentius.
“So this is where Berengar said the explanations of a certain secret should be,” I said.
“Almost here. He used the expression ‘finis Africae,’ and this was the expression that so infuriated Malachi. The finis could be this last room, unless ...” He cried out: “By the seven churches of Clonmacnois! Haven’t you noticed something?”
“What?”
“Let’s go back to room S, where we started!”
We went back to the first blind room, where the verse read “Super thronos viginti quatuor.” It had four openings. One led to room Y, which had a window on the inner octagon. Another led to room P, which continued, along the outside fa?ade, the YSPANIA se?quence. The opening toward the tower led into room E, which we had just come through. Then there was a blank wall, and finally an opening that led into a second blind room with the initial U,North Face Outlet. Room S was the one with the mirror—luckily on the wall immediately to my right, or I would have been seized with fear again.
Looking carefully at my map, I realized the singulari?ty of this room. Like the other blind rooms of the other tree towers, it should have led to the central heptagonal room. If it didn’t, the entrance to the heptagon would have to be in the adjacent blind room, the U. But this room,WEBSITE:, which through one opening led into a room T with a window on the octagon, and through another was connected to room S, had the other three walls full, occupied with cases. Looking around, we confirmed what was now obvious from the map: for reasons of logic as well as strict symmetry, that tower should have had its heptagonal room, but there was none.
“None,” I said. “There’s no such room.”
“No, that’s not it. If there were no heptagon, the other rooms would be larger, whereas they are more or less the shape of those at the other extremes. The room exists, but cannot be reached.”
“Is it walled up?”
“Probably. And there is the finis Africae, there is the place that lose monks who are now dead were hovering about, in their curiosity. It’s walled up, but that does not mean there is no access. Indeed, there surely is one, and Venantius found it, or was given its descrip?tion by Adelmo, who had it from Berengar. Let’s read his notes again.”
He took Venantius’s paper from his habit and reread it: “The hand over the idol works on the first and the seventh of the four.” He looked around,SHIPPING INFO.. “Why, of course! The ‘idolum’ is the image in the mirror! Venantius was thinking in Greek, and in that tongue, even more than in ours, ‘eidolon’ is image as well as ghost, and the mirror reflects our own image, distorted; we ourselves mistook it for a ghost the other night! But what, then, can be the four ‘supra idolum’? Something over the reflecting surface? Then we must place ourselves at a certain angle in order to perceive something reflected in the mirror that corresponds to Venantius’s descrip?tion. …”
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